Sunday, September 12, 2010

It's Like Everywhere I Look, I'm reminded...

of how lonely I am. Call it desperate, call it pathetic, call it what you want but it wont answer to you. I'm so sick of being alone waking up to noone and knowing that it's not going to change anytime soon. When I'm tired I get minor physical tourettes, and I hate it. No not because its wierd or awkward, but because everytime I twitch I'm reminded of the empty spaces next to me.

I only wish that one person would give me a chance, everyone's caught up on the physical attritubes of one another. Yes, I agree that there needs to be some physical attraction for it to work, but why does it always seem to work that the beautiful match up with the beautiful? Everyone's interpretation is beautiful, that's the problem.

I just want to hold someone, for someone to hold me. Take my hand on those days where we all become insecure, hug me tight when i feel like i'm falling apart. I could be amazing in a relationship, if only given that opportunity.

I know i'm not alone here, we all just need somebody to love, it's in our souls.

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